In accordance to wat i posted below.... i would say, everyone deserved to live but its only how you make use of it? tink u'll b betta off dead?? well i dun tink so now after reading the following...... for i know dat ive not done enuf to grant me a place in Jannah... for i know dat ive loads of sins... for i know dat im ashamed to meet Allah swt when ive not been doing things dat i ought to do as a Muslim....

Do you pray fajr (morning prayer) in the mosque in Jamaa`ah (gathering) every day?

Do you keep all prayers in the masjid in Jamaa`ah?

Did you read any portion of Allaah’s Book today?

Are you consistent in saying your thikr (words of remembrance) and praise of Allaah (T) and wird (regular daily dhikr) after every prayer?

Do you pray all the regular sunnah prayers (supererogatory prayers) before and after the fard prayers?

Were you humble and sincere in your prayers today, conscious of what you were reciting?

Did you reflect upon death and the grave?

Did you reflect upon the Last Day, its horrors and its perils?

Did you ask Allaah (three times) to let you into the Jennah? For, Anas, radhiallahu `anhu, reported that the Messenger sallallahu `alayhi wa sallam said:

When someone asks Allaah (three times) to let him into the Jannah, the Jannah says: ‘O Allaah, let him into his Jannah?’ And when someone asks Allaah (three times) to shelter him from the Fire, the Fire says: ‘O Allaah, protect him from the Fire’.” [At-Tirmidhee, an-Nasaa’ee, and al-Haakim; Saheeh al-Jaami` by al-Albaanee no. 6275]

Did you ask Allaah (three times) to protect you from the Hellfire?

Did you read any of the hadeeth of the Prophet, sallallahu `alayhi wa sallam?

Did you consider keeping away from evil companions?

Did you try to avoid excessive laughing and joking?

Did you cry today for fear of Allaah?

Did you say the morning and evening thikr?

Did you seek forgiveness for your sins from Allaah for today?

Did you sincerely ask Allaah (ta`ala) for the Shahaadah (martyrdom) today? For, the Messenger of Allaah, sallallahu `alayhi wa sallam, said: “Whoever asks Allaah (ta`ala) for the Shahaadah with sincerity, Allaah will grant him the rank of martyrs, even if he dies in bed.” [Muslim and others]

Did you supplicate to Allaah to keep your heart firm upon His Deen?

Did you take advantage of the answerable periods (those during which supplications are answerable) to ask of Allaah?

its time for us to reflect on ourselves now.....

There'll b no lunch for me as im fasting today.... didnt wake up for sahur dis morning bt had a heavy dinner last nite wz Jan.... ive nothing much to blog and sometimes i tink blogging doesnt really make any sense.... its like ure diary ... u write all ure thoughts, feelings in it but in the end.... everyone is reading it... isnt diary suppose to be private? ...frankly sometimes i tink i wanna stop blogging.... coz its of no use... tho i dun deny dat i got to know lots of good ppl here bt den again ... i tink some things are meant to b private which i cannot jot down here .....

so to my avid readers... if u did not find any new post from me... dun worry... im still around... anyway if im dead.... u'll know it from Jenna... sometimes dont u tink dat u'll betta off dead? i feel dat way at times... and sometimes i wished dat i wasnt born at all...... told jan abt it.... and all he said was "Be thankful dat ure given a chance to live, Alhamdullilah."

so do i deserve to live? *senorita thinking*

ur an angel, u should live


Do u deserve to live
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