Knock Knock

dis evening i came home to a vacant house.... jan is now in KL attending a conference and will be back either tomorrow or latest is on Wed.... how i miss having him around so very much.... everyday i would look forward to go home juz to hv him around.... even tho he will still be doin his own stuff in the study room.... juz his presence makes me feel secure, comfortable, safe and Happy... yeah Happy! ive never stayed at home by myself and last nite was the 1st one for me....

i didnt sleep in the bedroom...instead i dragged the sofa bed and placed it in the living room.... hehehe... am i a coward or wat? lol..... i even On 1 of the lights in the bedroom..... i prefer it to be totally dark but since im all alone i guess switching ON the light in 1 of the bedroom makes me feel less scared....

well i did manage to sleep but not soundly coz i kept imagining things.... but hey.... i juz hv to b strong and hv to get myself adapt to dis coz jan is always travelling.... if only im not working... i can tag along wz him.... but pls BOSS (his boss)...send him to Europe.... hehehehe... like last year he went to Switzerland.... i so wanna go wz him but we were not married at dat time.... hmmmmpppp..... wasted....

i juz had my dinner... $1.80 Big Mac.... dun feel like cooking coz im the only one eating.... went around at compass pt earlier too.... decided to improve my English by borrowing some lovey dovey books from the library (well, bt can it actually improve my eng?).... and now im watching MTV.... wat else is there?

tomorrow will again be a busy day for me.... another course registration dat im in charge off.... will b like dis for the rest of the week.... to all, if i didnt tag u guys...u know wat im bz wz ya...

till then.... hv a good nite....